Welcome to the N F L who the hell died and left your worries in charge get the hell over it pouty patty! First you are lucky the cat doesn't use you for a litter box! Second! Hair loss really? Like you didn't know that the reason men lose hair is because their bodies produce much too much testasterone! I met two fullt bush headed tweakers at the airport one time and they were laughing and pointing at me baring scalp I told them this: "you know why i'm going bald?" and they leaughed and shook their heads no I said "from standing on my head so assholes like you can kiss my ass" Third everybody has lost loved ones everybody and as long as we have relatives we (the human race) will continue to loose loved ones! get over it. A 47 year old drooler yer turning into and you are way so much more than that, NOW GET OVER IT! and write a screen play for a movie and leave your mark by seeing that the movie gets made. Then when you accept your oscar for best original screenplay you can start crying for the whole world then will be watching. Otherwise quit cryin in yer beer and get back to pirating!