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That's what is so fun about it - pure fantasy that allows you to step outside of yourself. Enjoy this interlude, Lady B. When I was younger, I had a few on-line flirtations with various gents and I'm sure a lot of folks here could say the same. A couple of them expanded to outside that realm and that was fun too. Just enjoy what is happening and try not to have expectations past it. Could be it leads to something could be not, but in the meantime, you're having fun, right?

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I use to go to chat rooms when I first started using the computer. For some crazy reason I would get signaled aside for a more personal thing. Once even did some phone sex for some guy.......

I don't do chat rooms anymore I don't have the time to spend on the computer every day. I do have a life. :blink:

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Lady Seahawke.. good ta hear from ya, lass, and I hope things work out better for you.. I'll say a bit of prayer for your and good luck to find you.

ladyB, please keep this as a fantasy. your heart is barely mended, and I am hard pressed to keep MY body and soul together, let alone yours too. I can't take off for timbuktoo to save your hide, when my hide is being strung up by insurances. (tis all fun here, lass, but you know I do care)

Luv ya, my deary.. enjoy the romp, but take care of yourself! :) or its cannon fodder.

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Oh, my heart is mended. It's been well over a year since Mike. So... it's not that it just happened yesterday. Don't be worrin' 'bout me by any means.

Tis why I'm trying to slap myself from falling too deep into hopes and wants for this to go further. ::le sigh::

Aye, I know, Bess.

But likewise here. I've had too many guys online who are just after one thing-

Sex.

HA! Please. The dude needs a life! Thinking with the wrong head obviously.

And from what I understand, men go for and marry a woman just like their mom. One who's just the super woman and very successful type I suppose. ::Shrugs:: heck if I know what the devil some of these people talk about. I just want a Gentleman to fancy me as I am and allow me to be me and not something like a provider as the head of the household income breadwinner, etc.

Jill... I'm at the point I no longer want fantasy though. 34 years old here... my bio clock is ticking. And I certainly don't want to have kids when in my 40s.. that is IF I have kids! :huh: It was my honest hope and desire to have been married for sure BY 30 and have kids by then, too. I honestly wanted 5 of them.

I'm from a Mennonite community where women were housewives and such. Men were honestly men, did a lot and so did women. Equal terms. Hell, here... I see women doing it all and men are so damn passive it's pathetic!

So... anyway... I'm exhausted with all this running around. Stressed cause I could get that eviction notice tomorrow and I haven't any help coming in yet despite my running around and wasting gas just attempting to get funds to keep a roof over my head. No real "purchases" for attire at all. Lots of talk but nothing concrete.

At the moment... I am feeling incredibly raw. Hungry. Exhausted. And yet... I still have to keep going. I haven't a clue how I am able to continue. Hell if I know if I will have a roof over my head by the end of the week. :rolleyes:

So... aye... fantasy. I honestly can say... I can't really think of fantasy at the moment. I'm just going about the daily motions, even online.

Who knows, Jill. Maybe it will go further. Maybe it won't. I'm crazy, but I am still hoping that someday I will find someone to spend the rest of my life with. This Pirate Bachelorette is getting sick and tired of singlehood. It's also dragging me down, too.

:::le sigh:::

~Lady B

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Trust me Lady B... marriage isn't everything. Tis hard work to keep it going and finding that right person that is willing to make it work is difficult indeed.

Ye need to find yer nitch in life that makes ye happy whether tis with someone special or all on yer own. Don't think that finding that right person will be the cure all for life or being single... sometimes remaining single is the best way. Don't get me wrong, I love my spouse, but like any married person can tell you, the journey hasn't always been easy.

Some folks are just better off single...fall in and out of love when you can, and if it happens, be ready to spend a vast majority of your time working hard to make it last because real life always interfers.

Look at poor Sterling in Port Royal, he's been looking for someone to love and be loved by for years, instead he's just a convenience for others, when they want him around, they make sure he knows it, but if they don't, the thought of him doesn't even cross their minds. If he would give up on this wild quest and just concentrate on his own life and forget about finding the "right woman", he'd be a much happier bloke. He lives and operates under the misconception that when he finds the right person, his life will be perfect. Not so... everyone's own right person is themselves, if someone else enters the picture sometimes that can be a real blessing and sometime it can be absolute hell. So concentrate on you for awhile and not everyone else.


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John, I love you ...no complications. B) ...oops ...double post ...hmmm ...guess it just means I love you that much more.

Okay ...since I took up the spaceI may as well put in my 2 pence.

Lady B good for you. Just remember that you are the most important person in your life ...you need to like who you are before anyone else will. I mean like ...love the person you are in honest reflection and others will love you and that one person won't be so important. Mind you I have been there ...the challenge is staying there. :unsure:

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John, I love you ...no complications. B)

Thank you... so when are we having our brief affair? :unsure:B)

Love you too Silkie...


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John, I love you ...no complications. B) ...oops ...double post ...hmmm ...guess it just means I love you that much more.

:unsure: I guess I am a fortunate bastard! B)


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Thank you... so when are we having our brief affair? ;)   ;)

Love you too Silkie...

When I have the time. B)

sometime between then and now I guess ...and Cheeky isn't around. :unsure:

Ah good to know... I shall set a date...

as to Cheeky not being around that is usually very easy to accomplish... B)


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as to Cheeky not being around that is usually very easy to accomplish... :unsure:

Wow...

I need to start paying more attention! B)

Well, you may not realize it but your looking at the remains of what was once a very handsome woman!

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so does she... B):unsure:


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B)

Oh, already I am amused. :unsure:

At least with Lady B she won't be after Sterling in that manner. Just as long as ye don't be puttin' her into th' hangman's necklace, she'd rather have thy friendship near o' far.

But... tis that feelin' ye know. Again, girlish desires and dreams I suppose. Either way, just don't want t' be gettin' m' hopes up for some Love in m' life considerin' how deprived I have been.

Cause at m' own fragile state and stresses, I don't be needin' heartache.

Anyways....

At current, tired. Feelin' like a mac truck hit me! Not really sleepy, but exhausted and fatigued. Also hungry. And getting incredibly annoyed with trying to jump through all these damned hoops.

Uuuh... I suppose I'll take this to The Whine Cellar.

~Lady B

B)

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At least with Lady B she won't be after Sterling in that manner. Just as long as ye don't be puttin' her into th' hangman's necklace, she'd rather have thy friendship near o' far.

Like Sterling could ever hang a woman! He's a sucker for the lasses... if there were more women pirates, he would be a very poor pyrate hunter. B):unsure:


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Lady B - it's been my experience that romance tends to happen when you're not looking for it and don't expect it. My best advice to you is to enjoy your online dalliance and work at making your life situation better. I've found that when I'm happy with myself and my life, the men start coming out of the woodwork.

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Thank you... so when are we having our brief affair? ;)   ;)

Love you too Silkie...

When I have the time. B)

sometime between then and now I guess ...and Cheeky isn't around. :unsure:

Ah good to know... I shall set a date...

as to Cheeky not being around that is usually very easy to accomplish... B)

Truly hurt...

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Thank you... so when are we having our brief affair? ;)   ;)

Love you too Silkie...

When I have the time. B)

sometime between then and now I guess ...and Cheeky isn't around. :unsure:

Ah good to know... I shall set a date...

as to Cheeky not being around that is usually very easy to accomplish... B)

Truly hurt...Thanks.

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ah one can dish it out but can't take it? What's good for the mistress is not good for the lover? :unsure: sorry forgot about those double standards... my bad..


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:::comforts Cheeky:::

There there now, m'dear Actress. Perhaps we can find ye a young handsome dragoon fresh from the battles of war? ei like Tarleton? with those spray on breeches look and the build to die for. His every flirtation towards ye, pampers ye... and it's wild to boot with boots! :o

Sterling... then ye've set m'self at ease. Very well, this Pirate Lady will consider ye a good ally. ;) And will most definitely cut ye a good share fo' thy friendship. Again, as long as ye don't betray me to some means of trial or gallows or the firing squad. I'll have ye gutted faster than ye can scream. ;)

Ooo... now THAT would be a fun scenario for next year at Port Wash! Ooo.. ooo! We MUST do something! :o

Thanks Jill. Tis comforting yet frightening at the same time.

I'm most definitely a black sheep and a pirate. And I'm the one who didn't even plan it let alone attempt to be so! I was the good kid and perfect sweet teen! Not even a rebel! How, how roles reverse!

~Lady B

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head hanging low to the computer. begin'n to feel like death warmed over. My nose is stuffed up, my head tis ach'n...A mammoth cold has found its way to me. sigh.

However, twas a bit surprised as while I was in the local Target store, what might my eyes behold but a gent walk'n about in a kilt. smile. YEP, he sure was.

I have to admit though, he twasn't anything like the gent my eyes hap upon 2 years ago at the CA Renfair. LOL...stand'n in line with the other wenches...won't say wot a mountain of prayers were be'n said for! LOL...still twas asight to see in OH!

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:lol:

Oh, I bet that was indeed a joy and unexpected surprise. ;)

Do take care o' yo'rself though, Seahawke. Tis a bad time for them Colds, too.

~Lady B

Tempt Fate! an' toss 't all t' Hell!"

"I'm completely innocent of whatever crime I've committed."

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I feel great! Wore shorts to work today..first time.. and was told I had 'great legs!' Guess all that swimming is finally paying off... ;)


"I being shot through the left cheek, the bullet striking away great part of my upper jaw, and several teeth which dropt down the deck where I fell... I was forced to write what I would say to prevent the loss of blood, and because of the pain I suffered by speaking."~ Woodes Rogers

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