feel? ok RL now.
hell why not. ...ok...here we go....
a little sad...alone. been raining all day, actually for the last several days. Although lost my father the end of last year...every so often think of him. questions that were never asked never answered.
Hoping that the pain in my throat isn't something more...since they swore they got all the cancer in the second operation last Oct. Wondering if I will ever be able to speak normally again...use to be able to sing...really sing. Sang solo, duet, trio...not now. my voice since the operation gives out. After three major operations in the last two years am praying that there will be no more. so sometimes a little scared. But, I know what ever comes I will be able to handle it. I always do. Every operation I have had I have gone through it alone....so it would be no different.
I take care of myself...I don't expect anything...so am never disappointed. I think that covers it for now.