I've been steadily retreating into myself (collapsing into my own shell) for a while now, and I'm sick of the trend. That's not me, not who I am. I'm tired of this; tired of the whole business. So please excuse me as I re-exert myself, as I re-establish myself to my former manic state.
Please forgive my Freudian babbling. This has been a self-analytical rant, aimed at kicking myself in me own arse.